dissapointed and sad

Haiz...
Why??Why u will become like this???
This really out of my imagination..
I can't imagine u can say out that kind of word..
Is this all misunderstanding or u purpose say it???
Or u been influenced by someone??
I really didn't dare to think it..
Cause i scare the answer will make me feel dissapointed..
Although i didn't know u so well but i know last time
U was so good,quiet and won't gossip about people..
But don't know why now I feel that U already change..
Change to someone so strange until I didn't know
How to accept it.. :(
Are friendship so easy broke???
Are friendship can't be forever???
Are friendship can been replace by others???
Are friend so easy influenced by other people???
Haiz..i really already don't want to think all of this anymore..
Anyway HOPE the last time U will come back..
HOPE our friendship won't be so easy been replace..
HOPE our friendship can be forever..
HOPE we can be back like last time..
HOPE all my hopes can come true..
That all i wanna say...
REALLY HOPE ALL THIS CAN HAPPEN!!