Everything had changed??

This few days my mood are getting worst
Feel like wanna find someone to express it
BUT
I CAN'T FIND ONE'S
Why???
Why everything seem to be changed??
Why something that I thought for this period of time had changed??
Why I'm the person that care what people say??
I'm SCARE
I'm scare I will be alone
I'm scare I will lost my direction
I'm scare I will change
I'm scare of everything now
I feel so insecure right now
SOMEONE HELP ME !!