STUPID

Recently I act some stupid action to make my love one to leave me

I know that I'm stupid

BUT I really didn't know why I did all this to him

As he is the one that I love and care the most

Maybe that are the reason I did that too

Is it confusing to understand ??

This few days I purposely

talk loudly to him , stay away from him , ignored all the thing that he said

I know I'm wrong to did that to him

I'm really regret on it

Cause now I realize that he is very important for me

He stand an important place in my heart

He is my everything right now

No one can replace him

Bii....

I did all this to U because I feel that I always bring

problem , unhappy , worry to U

Although everytimes U tell me that U can help me solve it

and at the same time u won't feel vexed about it

BUT do u know I still feel that I am useless

Because U're the one who always help me and make me happy

BUT I'm the one who always make U unhappy and worry

Do U know I feel myself useless when I saw U unhappy

and I can't make U happy or console U

Bii..

Do U know this few days I keep on think that

I'm the one who make U can't study well

I know that U tell me before that's not my problem

BUT I still blame myself for it

I scare ur result will become worst and worst

So I think a stupid way to make U leave me

BUT do U know at the same time I feel very scare

I scare U really will leave me

I don't want U to leave me T_T

Now I know that I really make a stupid decision

I promise U that I won't did that again

REALLY !!!!

Bii .. * I HATE U * ( opposite of it ) =)

p/s :( To all my friend , please appreciate and care the person that U love from now

don't wait the day they left U only realize that they are important

because it will be too late for it and U will REGRET