For U all

To U guys :

Yes !! I admit that after I'm in a relationship ,

I didn't often find u all

But U guys is my paddy

U all should know my character right ??

And U say that U guys feel that my parents like lost a daughter ??

How U know??

As u say , how long we didn't chat with each other

So , how U know ??

Do u know nowadays my relationship with family is getting better and better

And do u know my family started to accept him??

U GUYS DON'T KNOW !!

Because at that time we started have a distance

Everything started changed at JANUARY

I started enter college at that month

I started into a relationship at that month

SO , our distance getting far are NOT 100% because of relationship

I have my own thing to do

Last time when I notice that our friendship is getting worst

I already try to find u guys back

BUT at that time , u guys attitude started change upon me

Maybe because u guy already set in mind that I already change

So , no matter how hard I try to get back our friendship also NO USE

I know that when I say this word , U guys will say that U guys didn't feel that I try before

But is ok !!

I know it myself

U guys think that U guys are the one who feel sad + disappointed ??

NO !! I can tell u that the answer is NO

Because I have the same feeling too

Last time U guys won't talk to me in that way but now ??

Now u guys just will call me when U need me

And why ??

Why because I didn't find u guys everything will become like this ??

U guys must treat me like this ??

U guys must hurt me like this ?

Maybe I'm the naive girl who think that

IF WE ARE TRUE BEST FRIEND ,

WE CAN STILL BE BEST FRIEND

ALTHOUGH WE DIDN'T OFTEN CONTACT WITH EACH OTHER

But we end up like this because I seldom find u guys

Heartbroken

Why when I didn't find u guys, u guys can't find me ??

Why everything I'm the one who find u guys first ??

We are paddy right ??

So, why can't U guys move the first step first ??

U guys started to give up this friendship first ??

This is all what U guys want !!!

YES , U ARE CORRECT !!!

Now, our wound has injury may not have been cured & unable to return to the past